It felt like my first day of school again [insert
embarrassing childhood photo].
03-09-1994
25-02-2013
03-09-1994
25-02-2013
Everyone is going to be staring at me, what
will people say? Do people even care? Has anyone even noticed I’ve not been
there? Will people laugh when they see I cant walk in a straight line or talk
slightly slurred at times? What about when I have to write something down…I can’t
hold a pen or even write my own name. What if I drop something? There is no way
I’m having lunch in the big hall with everyone, I wont be able to balance
everything on the tray and walk with it AND select my food AND get a drink AND
pick up cutlery…[and breathe.]
It’s safe to say I had a lot of thoughts
running through my mind with the thought of going back to work and ironically I
work at a school…
I’m determined to be successful and
although I might not be attending high profile events or even assisting organizing
them any more, I’m back at work and that feels so good. People can say what
they like but I’ve stopped competing with friends from school and comparing myself
to where they are in life. I’ve been given a different route to an even bigger
and better destination.
P xx
“Be
the greatest man in history, the greatest man that you can be, just be.” – James Yuill
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